What is left to give? It’s technically not really justifiable, and I maybe should expect something in return. But when I am already overstuffed, there is no point in ever accepting anything—this is not an emergency, not at all.

Still, why could I regret what was perfectly fine? I wanted to share, I shared, and after everything happened, it was absolutely fine, too.

But soon, I tend to remind myself of my alleged own interests. They remain completely unpredictable and only show up when I was available before. Once I am on my own, everything is complete already, so where is the motivation to achieve something for myself?

With satisfaction when we’re done—satisfaction of what’s to come.

Completing what was already complete is extremely silly, but I am not sure what happens when nothing is added or removed.

Is it a balance to attain? I don’t think so because if I think I need to balance it out, I could quickly force something.

Is it balancing already? This would get me quite lazy, and I would see myself just waiting until the next interesting thing appeared.

And life flows on within you and without you.

Do I need to attend all of this? I feel like I am my own boss in these situations, but why should I not trust myself? Even if I fail in support, things often change for the better after some time.

Indeed, I am clueless when I think about the best thing to do, so I rarely remind myself to clarify the situation. There are some plans, but it is easier sometimes to watch out for what is needed.

I can move forward slowly, and I can see my tracks vanish quickly. It is not as important as I thought it would be or should be. So, why did I even bother?

It poured sweet and clear; it was an excellent year.

I often see myself failing in competitions. But why did I call them competitions? Being right and winning don’t change anything; they just make me miserable and arrogant.

I am not always doing the best thing that’s possible, but I am also not doing the worst thing quite often. Being of help or creating a bit of beauty is probably fine already. I like it when it happens to me, so I might provide it to everyone when it seems possible.

Everyone might also do the same; I think it is not such a bad idea, maybe one I should have more often. Everyone else might also enjoy having it.

You are always welcome.