I don’t like most duties and obligations. I irritate myself if I create expectations that might remain unfulfilled. Yet, sometimes, I need to commit myself. Is that really necessary?

I am not alone but also not associated. I meet and greet. Then, I might keep on stumbling. I hope no one is watching…

The first kick I took was when I hit the ground…

I cannot remember that I had a choice. Still, it happened again; I fell and don’t even understand why that is.

I can share, but can I take what is shared? Respectfully, declining is always an option, even when I forget it.

I can’t stand it; I know you planned it.

Is this a set-up? No, it is just things happening. Dangerous or harmless, I should be friendly and gentle whenever I get the chance. This is not a standard, not a principle; it is just my preference. And I am happy it is my preference.

Is knowing that there is no solution actually the solution? That sounds like a joke, and I am not sure I will be able to laugh.

Tongue tied or short of breath—don’t even try!

Do I need to justify myself before I even fail? When did my responsibility start, and did it ever end?

If I applied the same arbitrary “standard” to all circumstances, my life would be surely miserable. I can see what fits best right now; it is not always difficult.

Even the so-called solutions seem to confuse me more than I often like to. What if I remind myself to just stay silent?

No need to be overprotective. No chance to be underprotective. Can I know when it is too much or too little? Will this ever be just a habit?

I don’t know, but it happened… by itself. For itself. From itself. And that might be a hint.

‘Cause there’s nothing else to do, every me and every you.

It always happens: I can’t remember where I placed myself. And I can’t remember when I placed myself. The boredom lurks around the corner. The excitement yelled suddenly. But the next need for persuasion seems to be unavoidable.

But do I need to explain anything? Everyone knows situations of despair and joy, and that is not a surprise after all. So, the next step is clear for everyone.

You are always welcome.