I have seen that before, and I will see something similar again. But what do I see? Oh, it would be so easy to turn this into another story that I can tell myself and others. But certainly, this doesn’t help anyone involved.

Can I continue without taking anything for granted?

Time can bring you down; time can bend your knees.

I know that forcing on myself did not help. But the knowledge alone has not helped so far; I need to see it coming, see it happening, and see it going.

I am not always aware of everything happening subtly, but if I am, what has changed, and what remains the same?

This is not a test; I cannot succeed, or perhaps I even failed. But if I continue, there is a chance I will get used to it. I am glad to know that.

Is there still a part of you that wants to give?

I am not perfect, and this is okay, but I will be less of a burden to everyone if I do not engage in arguments so often. Sometimes, it feels like being naked, and that’s never really comfortable, but maybe not as awkward.

Everyone has the chance, but I cannot convince anyone of anything. However, I am confident that everyone can convince themselves by gently embracing what is already there.

You are always welcome.