Is there a way through this? Can I be sure, even as everything disappears around me? Why does the ground keep shifting, yet I feel steady? How can that be?

Are the walls melting, or am I? Did the walls even exist? But wait, is this really about walls? Or is there something deeper, something I can’t quite understand? What is that feeling so loud in its silence?

Everything seems upside down, yet somehow, it feels just right. Have I lost my reference points? Am I discovering which way to go? Isn’t it strange that the more I fade, the more I feel alive? As everything unravels, doesn’t it seem more complete?

Is this a retreat or a battle? Are they the same or different? How can the battlefield also be a sanctuary? Do I ever feel so sure that everything I knew falls away?

I take a look at my life and realize there’s not much left…

Am I running over the same old ground? What have I found? The same old fears?

Can I find a center if there is none? Why does everything feel so essential? Am I reaching for shadows while standing in bright light? What do these truths mean when they feel so real yet so unreal?

Is something chasing me, or am I chasing it? Or am I pursuing myself while being hunted by emptiness? Is there a dance between predator and prey, where they look and speak the same?

What is the void? What memories hide in it?

Has time turned into a circle that isn’t a circle? Has space shrunk to a point that lacks shape? Am I all that I see, yet I can’t see anything? Could both be true, shining with a light that casts no shadow?

Hello? Is there anybody in there?

Why does this feel like my desperate time, yet I feel calm? What is at stake? Can I lose anything when I hold the universe, yet it slips through my fingers? Was it ever in my grasp?

Does everyone know this place, whether realizing it or not? Are we both the seekers and what we seek? Questions and answers that never answer? Are we caught in a beautiful paradox that isn’t even a trap? What is this perfect confusion? I guess we all know.

You are always welcome.