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Into This World We’re Thrown
What is left when my attention folds inward? I persist in seeking the one who is aware, yet awareness appears to flow in both directions—silence listening to itself. At times, I believe I’ve discovered plain ground, only to realize that…
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And I Had so Much Time to Sit and Think About Myself
What arises as everything fades? Each level appears fulfilled only to reveal its limits, a disappearing ladder, where each step feels both tangible and elusive. I sometimes think I’ve found stillness, only to realize there are subtler movements. When perception…
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Back, Caught You Lookin’ for the Same Thing
When does inquiry become judgment? I notice how even simple questions carry subtle evaluations—”Why am I asking this?” already contains assumptions about motivation and intention. What happens in that space between genuine curiosity and hidden assessment? Trust appears so delicate—not…
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Time Can’t Erase a Feeling This Strong
When does one thing end and another begin? I keep trying to find the boundaries, but everything seeks to reflect everything else—plenty of mirrors where each reflection contains all the others, perfectly present. Is anything ever separate? Just when I…
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Went the Distance, Now I’m Not Gonna Stop
What changes when I see things differently? I notice that my life unfolds like layers, each showing different facets of what exists. The layers don’t just add information; they skew how I perceive everything. The first impression—how reliable yet limited…
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In All the Right Places
There is a sequence that asks for patience. It begins with a soft stirring in the dark, a gentle reminder to notice the arrival of dawn. Some moments feel unclear, others spark with clarity, and both need to grow. It’s…
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If Travel Is Searching and Home What’s Been Found
What happens in the space between direct naming and abstract wondering? I notice how an expression changes when labels fall away when concepts remain unnamed yet fully present. There are moments when I think I understand something only when I…
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Abolish the Rules Made of Stone
Which details stay when everything else fades? And what never had the chance to begin—could it ever really end? When potential meets impossibility, which one wins? If I say there’s no hope, does that create hopelessness? Or does even the…
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Lately Things, They Don’t Seem the Same
There is an urge that pulls me toward the exceptional rather than the everyday. I notice how my mind gravitates toward excitement, toward peak moments that promise something beyond simple contentment. But where has this seeking led? My pattern repeats…
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Which Connection I Should Cut
It’s been a while but nothing really stays. What is revealed when time is observed without creating divisions? What is this bounded life—could it be truly separate from what has no boundaries? Is understanding something outrageous, far beyond everyday experience?…
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Sometimes, I long to stay and not leave again. And I even think that would be possible just by telling myself I want that. Holding my position against change and surprise. But who am I to observe this matter…
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