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Not Your Brain, It’s Just the Flame
There are many questions I cannot answer, so I might not even ask. Still, information exists, and sometimes, doing what is adequate can be overwhelming for me. The painful ideas that might appear can be easily applied to the information,…
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What’s Puzzlin’ You Is the Nature of My Game
I think I depend too much on exchange. It doesn’t matter whether that is a common issue; it is still a demanding habit. As I doubt, I am unfit for fights. And so I should not collect too much. But…
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Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood
How do we meet (when we meet at all)? I am probably not guilty until proven completely useless. Yet, I am lacking more than I am comfortable with. And even though I had predicted this would become better, in fact,…
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Funny How I Find Myself
What is left to give? It’s technically not really justifiable, and I maybe should expect something in return. But when I am already overstuffed, there is no point in ever accepting anything—this is not an emergency, not at all. Still,…
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Words Are Very Unnecessary
I can never be really self-assured. Often, I am just bored by suggesting to myself the following justification for my subsequent failure or success. But as I know some good things may follow as well, I keep messing around and…
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I Ain’t Happy—I’m Feeling Glad
Nothing exactly seems predictable if it is not a short-term goal. I have spent so much time adjusting my expectations and meticulously defending my prior decisions. But I am sure I could have decided everything differently and still have been…
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Won’t Get Fooled Again
I think I have been misled, probably by myself. Some other people said something, and I thought it might be relevant. But perhaps it wasn’t. I am not sure. Were they trying to be helpful? Did they succeed? Can I…
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Sick, Tired, and Homeless
I assume that random events brought me to these unfortunate circumstances, and I am not sure I will ever be able to find out all the reasons for all situations. I could instead perhaps consider to fix it. And if…
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I’ve Been Wandering Sideways
There are times when I want to feel competent. There are times when I want to feel done. And there are times when I want to feel balanced. The third seems like a charm. But is it? It feels burdensome…
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The Good Advice That You Just Didn’t Take
Even if it is not always just about me, is it about everyone else then? What about them? Do they care? I am not sure, and maybe I should not ponder that. My job is not dependent on their ideas,…
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Sometimes, my life moves quietly on its own, without anyone and anything holding it together. All these moments open and close as heartbeats, belonging to no one, asking nothing in return. It’s all yours. And then the stories gather…
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