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I’m Exposed, and It’s No Big Surprise
I was mistaken, and it doesn’t matter whether I could have avoided it or not. It’s obvious that I did not live up to other people’s expectations. But what exactly did I have in mind? Or did I have anything…
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By No Means Average
No one needed to allow me to come into this world. Still, I feel like this is either an obligation or an opportunity. The reasons are unclear, and nothing was coming that had not been here before, but still… I…
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Strange Fear I Ain’t Felt for Years
My emotions are my own, that’s for sure. But do I trust them? I don’t know, but I may validate them by presenting them to the world. But is this really what I had in mind? There must be a…
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Captured Effortlessly; That’s the Way It Was
So, was that luck or skill? I ramble and argue, and the results are just what I could have wished for. But did I even want it? Had I something specific in mind? I am scared that I will mistake…
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Life is What You Make It, Can’t Escape It
I don’t like most duties and obligations. I irritate myself if I create expectations that might remain unfulfilled. Yet, sometimes, I need to commit myself. Is that really necessary? I am not alone but also not associated. I meet and…
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Now That Ain’t Workin’, That’s the Way You Do It
I can, indeed, slow down a bit. This has been a wild ride so far, and it likely will stay like this. Too often, the reluctance was just a sign of irritation, and as it was already more than enough…
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I Can See All Obstacles in My Way
For a moment, I thought it was over. For a moment, I thought I would be over. For a moment, I thought I could never be over. But all that didn’t change what happened. And I still keep planning and…
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Everything in Its Right Place
There were moments of acceptance and moments of rejection. But there were also moments of neither, and these were the most irritating: Am I happy or not? Am I serene or not? Am I clear or not? Should I care…
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Not Your Brain, It’s Just the Flame
There are many questions I cannot answer, so I might not even ask. Still, information exists, and sometimes, doing what is adequate can be overwhelming for me. The painful ideas that might appear can be easily applied to the information,…
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What’s Puzzlin’ You Is the Nature of My Game
I think I depend too much on exchange. It doesn’t matter whether that is a common issue; it is still a demanding habit. As I doubt, I am unfit for fights. And so I should not collect too much. But…
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Sometimes, I long to stay and not leave again. And I even think that would be possible just by telling myself I want that. Holding my position against change and surprise. But who am I to observe this matter…
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